ALPUS ELEVATION 2010

Hey guys! so im just gonna do it quick. so the student organization in my school is doing this extra cool event, the date is 5th November till' 12th November. There will be a saman dance competition, basketball match, speech contest, soccer and many more! And for the closing we have a guest star that effin amazing and of course they have a great songs that they will play for you, i won't tell who they are cos in the end you'll know yourself. And the prize is amazing guys.. Just make sure that you'll be there :)

Love, K.

Question is....

Can enjoy my life? just hangin' out with my friends. IM ON HOLIDAY FOR GOD SAKE!!!! the longer i depression!! you know how i feel? felt actually. i felt like im a custody/prisoners. like Tommy Soeharto, the prison that he lived theres a tv, good food etc. Since i'm fasting so the good food only comes in 17.54. So back to the main title the question is can i live my life? can i survive? *that one is too much i know. But i know that im in 9th grade i have to prepare for the national exams but it's next year and i just started the holiday so i still got like thousands day to prepare. and i hate to be secluded, it sounds like i have to study all the time, to be honest i don't wanna be a genius, i just want to be smart not a genius there's a differents, A genius is like Einstein but smart is like like i don't know you name it! Smart to me is not like you're good at math or physic but smart to me is you're not good at just one thing for ex. you're good at math but you can also draw or i don't know well maybe design soemthing and you listen to the music to relax. cos sometimes genius people always study and never relax their mind and their brain. Enough for that discussion for now. i don't know whats empty in me cos seems like everything i do is not enough for my parents they always defend my sister for any reason. if my sister hit me they defend her, that is sick!. I mean come on guys you're a scholar! Where is the justice? I get beat up a lot i mean not beat up they punch me but with only the words that i've felt stuck in beating, i cried like a lot cos im a cry baby. i'm strong outside not inside, i'm easily moved. And they are headstrong no offense if you see this and they pushed me hard enough, i can't go out with my own older female cousin! if i go home at late they kept calling me and when i came home they lectured me. how cute is that? cute enough to make me sick, depressed and stressed.

Aight its enough for today. see ya later

p.s: that pics up there is my face right now. full of NONE expression HAHA

Smoochies

Smoochies
Originally uploaded by Khezia Hakim

I have nooooooo idea why i liked this photo so much, the object is my very best pal, Laras. she's a cutie but she's already taken haha. it was like in this photo she got so many love with a mixture of Indians or maybe a footballers supporter make up haha i love it and it seem very natural we didn't even set some equipment for photo shoot cause i took this after school and of course at my school. We were just playing some powder and then we dab it to our chick, our face and the floor is all powder haha it was so much fun. Actually doing your job is suppose to be fun, and if you're not doing your job with fun and you're stuck with it then you need to see a therapyst haha seriously. If you don't love your job and you're doing it with weight in your back, and you're not doing it with all your heart. I bet you will be stressed out! Like me! haha but you know i'm livin' life right now, and school is the most important thing to do when you are like 14-15 years old. even though i am stressed out and it's hard and sometimes its very boring and tired! it's a must, we have to do it, I had to do it. and if you're suspended and your parent know and its like the end of the world like i wanna run away from this and die but that's not gonna solve the problem, running away from a problem IS A PROBLEM. we have to deal with it just face it! even though if its hurt and its scary, if you scared thats normal. Everybody must never be afraid of their life. I do. So all i have to say is just enjoy your life! Cause you only live a minute in this world.

mogul

mogul
Originally uploaded by Khezia Hakim

first of all i got that title from Kimora Lee haha love you kimora. And that phtoto is my latest phot shoot. well there is more. I uploaded it on flickr just for fun. see i love editing pics. But only pics with an object, well i love to editing pics about nature but if its nature, wild, creature i like to keep it real you know. So people can see what it looks like in a real color, real look and of course keep it natural. And I describe myself as an art lover, i love music, art, fashion and anything associated with eccentric colors or paintings! I paint actually, ha! i love painting and get dirty. and of course i love the nature. So guys Let's get lost! And put something colorful in our life.

Looklet - User: keziaa (Wall)

Looklet - User: keziaa (Wall)

would ya look at this lady?

she's freakin' topless HAHA

Feeling Pink!

Just changed my font colour everthing and i'm feeling pink! hahaa, so weird. Guys! it's saturday! and http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=21131061 just make that and http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=21130502 that and now im going to bath, toodles :D

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i don't know whats up with me last night? i feel like like like *speechless* ZZZZZZZZZ by the way today is saturday! it's weekend guys! finally huh?. Today i don't have any great story so im gonna tell you guys about my metal friends haha when were like 5th grader? or 6th or even 7th. we took sum cool photos *in that time* when today its like sooo lame haha the style its like \m/ that or some of RAWR and you pull your tounge of your mouth like you're licking your lips or gak ada pake ekspresi haha just like up there haha

Love love you MOM!

When I was younger I seem to remember Holding a finger while walking to Mother standing
By ten I could tell her"I'll love you forever And I'll tread on the stars just to be with you Notwithstanding" When staring into her naked face. Yes, I wished my eyes would never stray.
She said why cry little baby Why cry Why cry pretty baby Wipe your eyes. Now I am older
I don't sit on her shoulder To gaze over worlds that are lower to The higher standing
Instead I'm staring into your ageless face. Why should you worry You know there'll be an answer
When you call So don't you push or be in a hurry 'Cause learning how to stand Is why you fall.

Lost in space

Sometimes I get tired of this me-first attitude You are the one thing that keeps me smiling That's why I'm always wishing hard for you 'Cause your light shines so bright I don't feel no solitude You are my first star at night I'd be lost in space without you And I'll never lose my faith in you How will I ever get to heaven, if I do. Feels just so fine When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven, Why can't it always be so good? But it's all right, I know you're out there
Doing what you've gotta do, You are my soul satellite I'd be lost in space without you.
And I'll never lose my faith in you, How will I ever get to heaven, if I do.

Dream on

How many times in your life have you ever had the feeling That the way you live is crazy and there must be something else When you look at the sky does it ever cross your mind There could be something you’ve forgotten that won’t ever go away Gets too much after a while trying to always hide your feelings When the world is going crazy and you keep it to yourself How much it hurts, though you try, try to get on with your life And tell yourself that worse things happen and just hope it goes away. When you're close to tears remember Some day it'll all be over One day we're gonna get so high And though it's darker than December What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day remember the days When we were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through the night The end of the day
remember the way We stayed so close till the end We'll remember it was me and you 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love
Don't you think it's time you started Doing what we always wanted One day we're gonna get so high 'Cause even the impossible is easy when we got each other

Question of faith

Can’t see the truth in triggered words Don’t need a mountain for a wall See the big old moon spin around the world Somehow it makes me feel so small I know I’ve been living the simple life, really that’s the main thing Nowadays nobody speaks about the way they feel about things I know I need something to set me right, now it seems there’s nothing Nowadays nobody thinks about a way to ease the suffering Baby I know you’re the first thing I believe in, honestly How do you prove what you can’t see? Well, it’s a question of faith Baby I know you’re the first thing
I believe in, honestly Say you don’t know enough about me Well, it’s a question of faith
Don’t wanna complain, the weather could be worse But I wish I’d learned from my mistakes Don’t really need no clever words To understand what’s in your face.

HEY FELLAS

HEEEEEEY long time no post haha i've been forgetting about this blog cos there's a lot of memories here haha so sad. so how are you guys? lovely? me too :). gossshhh the last post of my blog is sooo not impotant, for now on. i try to post something more ya you know la haha so the only reason i'm back here cos this is my ticket to victory HAHA it's for school actually, my teacher said if if if if if i forgot......hmm well he said we must have email and blog. well emails huh? everybody would have it, right? yea. and now it's sucks to be 9th grader, it's hard and yea it's hard. and i must admit i am terrified. My nostrils flared flowers. scared. and I imagine if I did not pass ninth grade, my parents would be happy to kick me out from house. hm okay don't talk about that now, againnnn congratulation for Spain!!! Te amo todos los chicos! gran juego! y Villa! eres la hija es tan lindo effin! verlos a todos en Brasil! :D wish me luck guys, It is easy to be seniors but not easy to go through the lessons because it is more difficult and that I do with a very short time. and my classmates together again ........ princess diana(diana putri) *lame. oh and i just saw my pal's blog it's amanda's blog and LOL!! haha basic baby!! and also dinda's blog hahaha krazy!! immemorial haha and its feels like im going back to past, we met actually i met some jerk and the saddest part is his friends is jerk too in that time. But i miss that part, it's like 2 years ago? oh my god, feels like yesterday. and i don't know why i miss my friend so much rite now i don't know cos the class or sumthin'. don't know. only god know haha the point is i want my 8th grade class back *pissed and so that's it from me, yo soy de aquí a cabo, nos vemos en otro post! Dale.

ho yea

halo udah lama nggak ngepost hm bosen juga sih sama blog ah tapi tau deh dari pada ga ada kerjaan ye gk? iyalah. gue ga tau mau ngepost apaan soalnya ga ada ygmau gue ketik, blablabla oya gue udah baikan sama arin, haha penting ya. kemaren senin pas upacara gue dkk ber 7 ke rumah amanda ga ada arin soalnya gatau ya kenapa trus kita tuh bikin video judulnya kgk tau deh apaan yang penting diana itu jadi geek nya trus yg kutu buku trus gue amanda rulla farah tuh yg jadi anak g4wl nya geto deh truskan ada scene pas gue ngasih kaca mata chanel harga 20 juta supaya di keliatan gaul trus kan si ifa sama laras tuh ngajak diana kemall trus diana gatau mall trus si alesha(adeknya amanda) ngmng gini ke diana ''kakak, sini aku bantuin jalan'' trus diana bilang '' aku nggak buta dek'' emg kalo gue ceritain disini keliatanya ga lucu tapi kalo pas diliat di videonya gue  ketawa deh haha trus pas 17an itu diana rambutnya di keriting trus malemnya si diana nelfon si laras cuma mau bilang ''rass keritingan gue loss'' trus besoknya kan lomba2 gitu si diana bolos trus pas pulang kan kita pada ke ps nggak kita sih cuma gue laras luthfi irfan dimas kholis trus nonton g.i joe kan trus pas di tengah film diana nelfon gue ''kez lo dimana'' ''gue di xxi', lo kesini cepet'' trus udah sampe xxi ternyata rambutnya di keriting lagiiiiii hahahahahahahah ampe yg keriting bgt ga bgt sih cuma lebih keriting dr yg kemaren hahahaha dia pergi sama yuran, trus kan udah jam 15.25 gue pulang kan eeeeeeh ternyata dompet,kacamatanya laras ketinggalan di gue haha trus yg paling nyesek gue di suruh nunggu di lobby utama lama sama bokap -.- ya ga lama sih cuma paling 15-20 menit lah gila men panas weeey haha eh gue belom mandi loh males banget gue mandi mana gue puasa lagi hahaha oke deh gue mandi dulu yaa

toodles :) 

orang resek ya tetep rese

gue akhir akhir ini lagi sebel bgt gk banget sih cuma sebel aja sama satu cewek yang kalo gue bilang sih orangnya pinter tapi reseknya setengah mati trus gimana ya percaya dirinya kelebihan gitu lho ampe pernah ya suatu hari gue itu lagi istirahat trus dia kea nyamperin adek kelas gitu gue malu lah dia soksok nanya nanya gitu trus gue bilang ke rulla ''rul, sumpah gue malu rul duluan aja yuk ke atas'' trus lebaynya minta ampunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! &letoyy nya astagfirullah di senggol dikit udah jatoh grhrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! trus dia tuh udah kea pede bgt gitu kalo cowonya half soulnya dia kea dia mikir ''he's always right by my side forever and ever of my entire life, and he'll be my husband inthe future'' dia mikirnya gitu kali ya padahal emg dia tau gitu kalo misalnya in the future gimana? ya kalo itu si i cant doubt that tapi jgn terlalu lebay dong lo tuh malah malu maluin gue tau emg lo yg ngelakuin gk ngerasa tapi gue yg ada di depan lo face to face sama lo yg ngerasa malu gila, trus ya tolong deh jgn sok letoy apa perlu lo ultah gue beliin vitamin antibody? engk kan? rubah tuh sikap lo yg begitu gue ga suka tau gak sih. malu gue ngerti dikit kek lo

apaan nih ya? no title deh

okeeeeey gue gatau harus ngepost apaan tapi yang gue tau kenapa ryan reynolds,chris pine, shia labeouf, justin bieber trusss maddox itu gantengnya ya allah nih apalagi pas ryan reynolds di smokin aces waaaaaaaow gantengnya bok! chris pine juga ganteng pas di star trek tapi pas di smokin aces kea suka melet melet gitu jd jelek haha take a look deh ryan reynold in smokin aces
ganteng yaaaaaa hahaha tapi kumisan gt haha tapi ganteng ya haha trusss gue ada fotonya chris pine tapi yg lg melet melet gt di smokin aces juga liat deh
jijik ya hahaha tapi gini gini aslinya ganteng lowwwwwwwwwcccc trus ada lagi si shia labeouf fotonya itu gue dapet dari youtube trus gue pause trus gue prtscn deh hahaha kocak gitu mukanya cengo liat optimus mati -.-'

jeng jeng ni deh yg gue prtscn sengaja gue bikin aib hahaha trusssssssss yang paling cutee itu si maddox/lil pax' anaknya brad pitt gila men bokapnya aja ganteng apalagi anaknya ya haha anaknya ga ganteng sih tapi cute aja trus rambutnya biru gitu haha take alook
ini gila rambutnya keren bangeeeeet kalo gue punya cowo gue suruh gituin deh rambutnya hahaha gasih kalo orangnya org indonesia malah jadinya gue geli jd cewenya kali ya ahahaha tapi itu lucu bangeeeet biru biru aqua gt haha theen the last one itu justin bieber dia ga terlalu ganteng sih tapi ya ganteng gimana ya haha dia kyk anak asuhnya usher apa gmn ya kemana mana sama usher deh look at this onegue gasuka ah yg ini rambutnya maksa deh tp ganteng lah haha
udah ya ampe sini gue ngantuk&mls ngetik oke
byeeeeee see yooouu pal :)

rulla's burlszzzzzzzzzzzzday(bday)

kemaren hari sabtu yg namanya adinda rulla is having a birthday daan gue luthfi dan lain lain di undang ke pim deh tapi kesianya itu anak yang dateng cuma dikitt acaranya jam 1 siang trus pertama kali dateng itu si rulla (yaiyalah org dia yang ultah) trus abis itu datenglah luthfi nah trus gue kan masih di rumah tuh trus gue di telfon tuh sama dinda udah dimana trus gue bilang masih dirumah trus udah beberapa menit kemudian dinda nelfon lagi tapi bukan dinda  yg ngomong tapi luthfi trus gue bilang gue masih dirumah trus beberapa menit kemudian dinda nelfon lagi tapi itu luhtfi yang ngomong trus dia enk banget ngomong gini ''keeeezzzzz ayooo cepet lah kesini ga usah mandi deh  ah ayo doong'' ga usah mandi? hm enak amet ye luth lo ngomong ahhaha trus akhirnya gue kan udah di jalan trus gue udah ampe pondok indah tuh trus dia nelfon lagi dalam hati gue hiiiiiih ini anak cerewet amat sih trussssss udah kan trus gue udah sampe pim tuh mau masuk basement trus si luthpi nelfon lagi dimana trus gue bilang di basement, gile ni anak cerewet amatt ya allah. trus kan udah sampe trus gue ketemu mereka di foodcourt pas gue dateng si luthfi lagi narsis pake cameranya dinda, trus kan jalan jalan tuh akhirnya kita makan deh di burger king makanya yg murah aja supaya dinda ga bangkrut haha trus ampe sana ternyata kita cuma makan chicken tenders sama cocacola udah trus kan kita cerita2 tuh tibatiba luthfi ngomong ktnya dia ke pim naik motor mio warna PINK! hahaha trus gue ngakak deh sama dinda trus dengan adegan rekayasa gue sama dinda gue bilang aja ''gue kesini juga naik motor kali lut, Ducati ST13 trus bokapnyokap sama adek gue naik Harley deh. kalo ga percaya gue markirin di pim 2 depanya coffee bean/krispy kreme.'' trus rulla bilang ''iya luth gue pernah di goncengin lho'' daaaaaaaaan suddenly luhtfi bilang gini ''kez, lo cewe apa cowo sih? jangan jangan lo kea Megan Fox lagi??????'' seribu tanda tanya kali ya buat dia ahahahahahhaha gue bilang ''YAAAA ENGGAKKKK LAAAH, lo gila dasar'' trus gue bilang juga karena luthfi suka ngaca dan suka narsis jadi gue bilang di adalah ''sascha baron'' hahaha cocok ye buat lo luth. trus kan udah tuh di burger king akhirnya kita photo box deh abis itu kita ketemuan sama ravi rhesa di dpn spazio abis itu kita nonton deh punk in love(ini film jayus abis dan gue gasuka filmnya tapi terpaksa karena harry pottah(er) abisss) sebelum gue cari ticket di pim 1 tadinya gue ke pim 2 dulu tapiii gara gara ga ada juga yaudah eh tp pas di pim 2 ya kan tas gue udah di cek gitu sama securitynya trus gue bilang eh pak kok ini ga di cek tasnya(tas dinda) trus udah di pass eh tibatiba pas kita ngantri di belakangnya dinda itu ada security hahahaha dikira bawa bom kali ya hahaha trus abis dr nonton punk in love itu gue jalan jalan bentar duduk di food court trus balik deccccccc hahaha

okee byeee see ya :)

talking politics with amanda aretha

(1:23 PM) amaпda: enak dia pas haru pergi pas dia ultah juga Lo milih siapa persiden? (1:23 PM) kezιαrcee: hahaha sby. lolo? (1:23 PM) amaпda: Same like you (1:24 PM) kezιαrcee: trs ktnya ada yang gunaguna si sby ya? (1:24 PM) kezιαrcee: make sihir hahaha' (1:24 PM) amaпda: Siapaaa? Kurangajar Pasti dibayar sm megawati ato ga jk (1:26 PM) kezιαrcee: makanya itu trus kemaren sby ngadain pengajian gt dirumahnya, trus ktnya ada yg make sihir/guna guna gt. trus dr pembicaranya jk si sby yang make???????? org sby yang ngadain pengajian? gimana sih tuh jk. lo bilang siapa man? (1:27 PM) amaпda: Megawati kan ga suka bgt sama sby (1:27 PM) amaпda: Yg di status lo yg megatron:megawati di comment kan sama hohoho kesel bgt gue dia comment gitu (1:28 PM) kezιαrcee: iya emang dia tuh kea pendukungnya dr dulu, sifatnya juga ihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sebel bgt dulu gue (1:29 PM) kezιαrcee: ih megawati:megatron kenapa ga jd presidenwapres di cybertron aja? lebih baik pergi jauh jauh dr indonesia (1:31 PM) amaпda: Iya tuh! gue gatau kenapa ya gue kesel bgt sama org pendukungnya megawati, org kemaren hari2 terakhir sekolah gue sempet berantem sama diana gara2 itu, terus arin lg milih si wati2 itu (1:32 PM) kezιαrcee: ih 789 tuh milih gr2 si prabowo, gr2 101112 MILIH PRABOWOOOO(maaf ga santai) (1:34 PM) amaпda: Wowwwwwww gila bener!!!! Ga dari hati ya milihnya bussssset, gue jd dia gue tetep punya pendirian ya sori3 ga mau deh kalo pemimpin ikut2an mesti dari hati (1:37 PM) kezιαrcee: makanyaaaaaaa, gue jg sempet berantem sm arin gr2 prabowo/megawati. gue bilangin ke arin si prabowo itu yg ngusulin kerusuhan di timor timur&sekaligus yg bikin indonesia timor timur pecah dy ga percaya trus pasti selalu bilangnya prabowo tuh temenya raja jordania jd mata uang indonesia di gampangin trus kalo kt ke jordania gampang? kelebihanya gt doang gapenting bgt deh ah -.- (1:40 PM) amaпda: Yah jordania doaaang? Jiah jiah hmmmmmm okedeh kalo singapore cina jepang arab dubai afica london parin poland swiss jerman itu oke ini cuma jordnia doang, buat apa??? Z, megawati aja modalnya cuma jd anaknya soekarno emg soekarnonya bagus dia emg selama ini jd presiden terbagus di indonesia tapi ga berarti anaknya juga dong? Anaknya tamatan sma doang (1:42 PM) kezιαrcee has changed his/her status to Idle (1:43 PM) kezιαrcee has changed his/her status to Online (1:46 PM) kezιαrcee: tau ya mending gt singapore cina jepang arab dubai africa london parin poland swiss jerman temenan tuh sama raja negara yang maju ini yordania? apaan tuh? tp yang gue bingung knp 456 milih megawati cuma gara2 si prabowo? yang dipilih sama 234? pendirian dimana cuy? (1:49 PM) amaпda: Yaaa dia udh jadi pengikut tetapnya si 678, ga bisa diganggu gugat lagi. Ngobrol2 kez lo pasti copypaste dr chattingan gue yg tadi gue kirim ya yg negara2 itu soalnya paris gue salah ketik lo juga jd parin terus urutannya bener semua gt (1:50 PM) kezιαrcee: hahaha iya man haha baru gue mau bilang. pengikut tetap? kalo 123 jd presiden si 456 ikutan milih juga kali ya? (1:51 PM) amaпda: Yaiyalaaaah pasti (1:51 PM) amaпda: Ngikutin 123 aja lah dia, ibarat kijang gitu ikut2an (1:51 PM) kezιαrcee has changed his/her personal message to "talking politics with amanda aretha hahaha" (1:53 PM) kezιαrcee: man masa ya man ktnya kalo anak jenderal gt kalo yang dikasih bodyguard itu bokapnya banyak musuhnya, katanyaa (1:54 PM) amaпda: 1234567?? Pertanda (1:55 PM) kezιαrcee: iya kt bokap gue soalnya kakek gue jenderal dulu tp bokap gue ga pake bodyguard sama sekali jd kemana mana sendiri ama supir (1:57 PM) amaпda: Kakek lo? Masih ada? (1:57 PM) kezιαrcee: masih (1:57 PM) amaпda: Dia jaman2 soekarno gt bukan? (1:57 PM) kezιαrcee: iyaiya kok tau? (1:58 PM) amaпda: Ketawan, kalo jaman2 sekarang pasti lo nya juga ikutan di kawal (1:58 PM) kezιαrcee: iya haha

ini kenapa ya spacenya ga bisa gue apus? yaudah lah haha besok sekolah lagi okee byeeee guysss :)

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my maid is like a shit&poop. bye

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second hours so many days you know what you want but how long can you wait, every moment last forever then you feel you lost your way. what if my chances are already gone started believing that i could be wrong but you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away, so here i am still holding on every step you climb another mountain every breath is harder to believe, you make it through the pain weather the hurricane to get to that one thing, when you think the road is going no where just when youve almost gave up on your dream then take it by the hand and show you that you can, there are no boundaries. i fall to my limits stand on the edge what if today as good as it gets i dont know where the future heading nothings gonna bring me down. i jump every bridge and i run every life, i risked being save but i always arise, i always arise. so here i am still holding on every step you climb another mountain every breath is harder to believe you make it through the pain weather to huricane to get to that one thing when you think the road is going now where just when youve almost gave up on your dream then take it by the hand and show you that you can, you can go higher you can go deeper there are no boundaries above or beneath you break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams..............

♥, live your live
byeeeeee :)