ALPUS ELEVATION 2010

Hey guys! so im just gonna do it quick. so the student organization in my school is doing this extra cool event, the date is 5th November till' 12th November. There will be a saman dance competition, basketball match, speech contest, soccer and many more! And for the closing we have a guest star that effin amazing and of course they have a great songs that they will play for you, i won't tell who they are cos in the end you'll know yourself. And the prize is amazing guys.. Just make sure that you'll be there :)

Love, K.

Question is....

Can enjoy my life? just hangin' out with my friends. IM ON HOLIDAY FOR GOD SAKE!!!! the longer i depression!! you know how i feel? felt actually. i felt like im a custody/prisoners. like Tommy Soeharto, the prison that he lived theres a tv, good food etc. Since i'm fasting so the good food only comes in 17.54. So back to the main title the question is can i live my life? can i survive? *that one is too much i know. But i know that im in 9th grade i have to prepare for the national exams but it's next year and i just started the holiday so i still got like thousands day to prepare. and i hate to be secluded, it sounds like i have to study all the time, to be honest i don't wanna be a genius, i just want to be smart not a genius there's a differents, A genius is like Einstein but smart is like like i don't know you name it! Smart to me is not like you're good at math or physic but smart to me is you're not good at just one thing for ex. you're good at math but you can also draw or i don't know well maybe design soemthing and you listen to the music to relax. cos sometimes genius people always study and never relax their mind and their brain. Enough for that discussion for now. i don't know whats empty in me cos seems like everything i do is not enough for my parents they always defend my sister for any reason. if my sister hit me they defend her, that is sick!. I mean come on guys you're a scholar! Where is the justice? I get beat up a lot i mean not beat up they punch me but with only the words that i've felt stuck in beating, i cried like a lot cos im a cry baby. i'm strong outside not inside, i'm easily moved. And they are headstrong no offense if you see this and they pushed me hard enough, i can't go out with my own older female cousin! if i go home at late they kept calling me and when i came home they lectured me. how cute is that? cute enough to make me sick, depressed and stressed.

Aight its enough for today. see ya later

p.s: that pics up there is my face right now. full of NONE expression HAHA

Smoochies

Smoochies
Originally uploaded by Khezia Hakim

I have nooooooo idea why i liked this photo so much, the object is my very best pal, Laras. she's a cutie but she's already taken haha. it was like in this photo she got so many love with a mixture of Indians or maybe a footballers supporter make up haha i love it and it seem very natural we didn't even set some equipment for photo shoot cause i took this after school and of course at my school. We were just playing some powder and then we dab it to our chick, our face and the floor is all powder haha it was so much fun. Actually doing your job is suppose to be fun, and if you're not doing your job with fun and you're stuck with it then you need to see a therapyst haha seriously. If you don't love your job and you're doing it with weight in your back, and you're not doing it with all your heart. I bet you will be stressed out! Like me! haha but you know i'm livin' life right now, and school is the most important thing to do when you are like 14-15 years old. even though i am stressed out and it's hard and sometimes its very boring and tired! it's a must, we have to do it, I had to do it. and if you're suspended and your parent know and its like the end of the world like i wanna run away from this and die but that's not gonna solve the problem, running away from a problem IS A PROBLEM. we have to deal with it just face it! even though if its hurt and its scary, if you scared thats normal. Everybody must never be afraid of their life. I do. So all i have to say is just enjoy your life! Cause you only live a minute in this world.

mogul

mogul
Originally uploaded by Khezia Hakim

first of all i got that title from Kimora Lee haha love you kimora. And that phtoto is my latest phot shoot. well there is more. I uploaded it on flickr just for fun. see i love editing pics. But only pics with an object, well i love to editing pics about nature but if its nature, wild, creature i like to keep it real you know. So people can see what it looks like in a real color, real look and of course keep it natural. And I describe myself as an art lover, i love music, art, fashion and anything associated with eccentric colors or paintings! I paint actually, ha! i love painting and get dirty. and of course i love the nature. So guys Let's get lost! And put something colorful in our life.

Looklet - User: keziaa (Wall)

Looklet - User: keziaa (Wall)

would ya look at this lady?

she's freakin' topless HAHA

Feeling Pink!

Just changed my font colour everthing and i'm feeling pink! hahaa, so weird. Guys! it's saturday! and http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=21131061 just make that and http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=21130502 that and now im going to bath, toodles :D

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i don't know whats up with me last night? i feel like like like *speechless* ZZZZZZZZZ by the way today is saturday! it's weekend guys! finally huh?. Today i don't have any great story so im gonna tell you guys about my metal friends haha when were like 5th grader? or 6th or even 7th. we took sum cool photos *in that time* when today its like sooo lame haha the style its like \m/ that or some of RAWR and you pull your tounge of your mouth like you're licking your lips or gak ada pake ekspresi haha just like up there haha

Love love you MOM!

When I was younger I seem to remember Holding a finger while walking to Mother standing
By ten I could tell her"I'll love you forever And I'll tread on the stars just to be with you Notwithstanding" When staring into her naked face. Yes, I wished my eyes would never stray.
She said why cry little baby Why cry Why cry pretty baby Wipe your eyes. Now I am older
I don't sit on her shoulder To gaze over worlds that are lower to The higher standing
Instead I'm staring into your ageless face. Why should you worry You know there'll be an answer
When you call So don't you push or be in a hurry 'Cause learning how to stand Is why you fall.

Lost in space

Sometimes I get tired of this me-first attitude You are the one thing that keeps me smiling That's why I'm always wishing hard for you 'Cause your light shines so bright I don't feel no solitude You are my first star at night I'd be lost in space without you And I'll never lose my faith in you How will I ever get to heaven, if I do. Feels just so fine When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven, Why can't it always be so good? But it's all right, I know you're out there
Doing what you've gotta do, You are my soul satellite I'd be lost in space without you.
And I'll never lose my faith in you, How will I ever get to heaven, if I do.

Dream on

How many times in your life have you ever had the feeling That the way you live is crazy and there must be something else When you look at the sky does it ever cross your mind There could be something you’ve forgotten that won’t ever go away Gets too much after a while trying to always hide your feelings When the world is going crazy and you keep it to yourself How much it hurts, though you try, try to get on with your life And tell yourself that worse things happen and just hope it goes away. When you're close to tears remember Some day it'll all be over One day we're gonna get so high And though it's darker than December What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high And at The end of the day remember the days When we were close to the edge And we'll wonder how we made it through the night The end of the day
remember the way We stayed so close till the end We'll remember it was me and you 'Cause we are gonna be forever you and me You will always keep me flying high in the sky of love
Don't you think it's time you started Doing what we always wanted One day we're gonna get so high 'Cause even the impossible is easy when we got each other

Question of faith

Can’t see the truth in triggered words Don’t need a mountain for a wall See the big old moon spin around the world Somehow it makes me feel so small I know I’ve been living the simple life, really that’s the main thing Nowadays nobody speaks about the way they feel about things I know I need something to set me right, now it seems there’s nothing Nowadays nobody thinks about a way to ease the suffering Baby I know you’re the first thing I believe in, honestly How do you prove what you can’t see? Well, it’s a question of faith Baby I know you’re the first thing
I believe in, honestly Say you don’t know enough about me Well, it’s a question of faith
Don’t wanna complain, the weather could be worse But I wish I’d learned from my mistakes Don’t really need no clever words To understand what’s in your face.

HEY FELLAS

HEEEEEEY long time no post haha i've been forgetting about this blog cos there's a lot of memories here haha so sad. so how are you guys? lovely? me too :). gossshhh the last post of my blog is sooo not impotant, for now on. i try to post something more ya you know la haha so the only reason i'm back here cos this is my ticket to victory HAHA it's for school actually, my teacher said if if if if if i forgot......hmm well he said we must have email and blog. well emails huh? everybody would have it, right? yea. and now it's sucks to be 9th grader, it's hard and yea it's hard. and i must admit i am terrified. My nostrils flared flowers. scared. and I imagine if I did not pass ninth grade, my parents would be happy to kick me out from house. hm okay don't talk about that now, againnnn congratulation for Spain!!! Te amo todos los chicos! gran juego! y Villa! eres la hija es tan lindo effin! verlos a todos en Brasil! :D wish me luck guys, It is easy to be seniors but not easy to go through the lessons because it is more difficult and that I do with a very short time. and my classmates together again ........ princess diana(diana putri) *lame. oh and i just saw my pal's blog it's amanda's blog and LOL!! haha basic baby!! and also dinda's blog hahaha krazy!! immemorial haha and its feels like im going back to past, we met actually i met some jerk and the saddest part is his friends is jerk too in that time. But i miss that part, it's like 2 years ago? oh my god, feels like yesterday. and i don't know why i miss my friend so much rite now i don't know cos the class or sumthin'. don't know. only god know haha the point is i want my 8th grade class back *pissed and so that's it from me, yo soy de aquí a cabo, nos vemos en otro post! Dale.