ALPUS ELEVATION 2010

Hey guys! so im just gonna do it quick. so the student organization in my school is doing this extra cool event, the date is 5th November till' 12th November. There will be a saman dance competition, basketball match, speech contest, soccer and many more! And for the closing we have a guest star that effin amazing and of course they have a great songs that they will play for you, i won't tell who they are cos in the end you'll know yourself. And the prize is amazing guys.. Just make sure that you'll be there :)

Love, K.

Question is....

Can enjoy my life? just hangin' out with my friends. IM ON HOLIDAY FOR GOD SAKE!!!! the longer i depression!! you know how i feel? felt actually. i felt like im a custody/prisoners. like Tommy Soeharto, the prison that he lived theres a tv, good food etc. Since i'm fasting so the good food only comes in 17.54. So back to the main title the question is can i live my life? can i survive? *that one is too much i know. But i know that im in 9th grade i have to prepare for the national exams but it's next year and i just started the holiday so i still got like thousands day to prepare. and i hate to be secluded, it sounds like i have to study all the time, to be honest i don't wanna be a genius, i just want to be smart not a genius there's a differents, A genius is like Einstein but smart is like like i don't know you name it! Smart to me is not like you're good at math or physic but smart to me is you're not good at just one thing for ex. you're good at math but you can also draw or i don't know well maybe design soemthing and you listen to the music to relax. cos sometimes genius people always study and never relax their mind and their brain. Enough for that discussion for now. i don't know whats empty in me cos seems like everything i do is not enough for my parents they always defend my sister for any reason. if my sister hit me they defend her, that is sick!. I mean come on guys you're a scholar! Where is the justice? I get beat up a lot i mean not beat up they punch me but with only the words that i've felt stuck in beating, i cried like a lot cos im a cry baby. i'm strong outside not inside, i'm easily moved. And they are headstrong no offense if you see this and they pushed me hard enough, i can't go out with my own older female cousin! if i go home at late they kept calling me and when i came home they lectured me. how cute is that? cute enough to make me sick, depressed and stressed.

Aight its enough for today. see ya later

p.s: that pics up there is my face right now. full of NONE expression HAHA

Smoochies

Smoochies
Originally uploaded by Khezia Hakim

I have nooooooo idea why i liked this photo so much, the object is my very best pal, Laras. she's a cutie but she's already taken haha. it was like in this photo she got so many love with a mixture of Indians or maybe a footballers supporter make up haha i love it and it seem very natural we didn't even set some equipment for photo shoot cause i took this after school and of course at my school. We were just playing some powder and then we dab it to our chick, our face and the floor is all powder haha it was so much fun. Actually doing your job is suppose to be fun, and if you're not doing your job with fun and you're stuck with it then you need to see a therapyst haha seriously. If you don't love your job and you're doing it with weight in your back, and you're not doing it with all your heart. I bet you will be stressed out! Like me! haha but you know i'm livin' life right now, and school is the most important thing to do when you are like 14-15 years old. even though i am stressed out and it's hard and sometimes its very boring and tired! it's a must, we have to do it, I had to do it. and if you're suspended and your parent know and its like the end of the world like i wanna run away from this and die but that's not gonna solve the problem, running away from a problem IS A PROBLEM. we have to deal with it just face it! even though if its hurt and its scary, if you scared thats normal. Everybody must never be afraid of their life. I do. So all i have to say is just enjoy your life! Cause you only live a minute in this world.

mogul

mogul
Originally uploaded by Khezia Hakim

first of all i got that title from Kimora Lee haha love you kimora. And that phtoto is my latest phot shoot. well there is more. I uploaded it on flickr just for fun. see i love editing pics. But only pics with an object, well i love to editing pics about nature but if its nature, wild, creature i like to keep it real you know. So people can see what it looks like in a real color, real look and of course keep it natural. And I describe myself as an art lover, i love music, art, fashion and anything associated with eccentric colors or paintings! I paint actually, ha! i love painting and get dirty. and of course i love the nature. So guys Let's get lost! And put something colorful in our life.

Looklet - User: keziaa (Wall)

Looklet - User: keziaa (Wall)

would ya look at this lady?

she's freakin' topless HAHA

Feeling Pink!

Just changed my font colour everthing and i'm feeling pink! hahaa, so weird. Guys! it's saturday! and http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=21131061 just make that and http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=21130502 that and now im going to bath, toodles :D